Working with dogs earning more money then I could dream of. I really want this job.

I want it because I love dogs. I want it because it’s close to Charlie’s and it means I could move in. And I want it because it’s paying REALLY good
money.

I want it so bad but I know, because my life is so wonderful and giving that I more than likely won’t get it.

Please give me this one thing, please.

Feeling a tad on the lonely side tonight…

I have this wonderful image of what I want these to be like. Lewis (Charlie’s nephew) is turning 2 on Sunday and I just want him to see these cupcakes and know that they’re cookie monsters.

I know he’ll like them either way though, he’s a kid an they all like cake. Especially this cake. They’re going to be this beautiful chocolately mud cupcakes with a smooth buttercream blue icing and white chocolate buttons for eyes and mini cookies shoved in his mouth. Yum.

Sometimes I wish I could be a professional cake decorated for kids parties…

(posted one day early because I’m going to Charlie’s tonight.)

It has been 2 wonderful, amazing years with you whom I can only describe as the best boyfriend a girl could ask for. You are kind and caring, funny and sweet, thoughtful and smart. You are truthfully the best person in my life. We have been through a triumphant 2 years, overcoming the negative comments and our 12 year age gap. You have become a part of my family as I have yours. I don’t know that I could be happier. I think the secret of our wonderful relationship is the amazing friendship we also have. You are my best friend. We have so much in common, we share love in food and shopping and movies. I feel so lucky having you because you just make my life full of smiles and love. Not a day goes by where you don’t tell me how much you love me and I just think that’s incredible. With you I feel special and loved. Everyday I wake up to a good morning text from you without fail for 2 years. It feels like a shirt 2 years in some ways, like time has flown by so quick but at the same time it feels so long because I feel like we’ve always been together and that’s just the way it’s supposed to be. With us there is no lack of trust or insecurities. I know with all my heart that you will always stay faithful to me and I to you. I feel sexy and beautiful with just one look from you. You are just that wonderful.

All the things we have done, all the places we have been, everything over this last 2 years has been amazing. We’ve survived the negativity and all the odds that were stacked against us. I don’t at all regret all the things that led to us. I love you for who you are, immaturity, silliness, stupidness. I love it all. Because you fit perfectly with me. I love that you talk about marrying me and where we’ll go on our honeymoon and what food we’ll have at our wedding. I love that you seriously think about our future. I love you without a doubt. I am sure you are my soulmate, the love of my life, the one. And I know if we could we’d get married and live happily ever after right now.

So happy 2 years Charlie Cabandon, my one and only love. May there be many more years ahead of us. I love you with all my heart.

Is such a busy month. I have soooo much on. My grandpa’s birthday was Saturday and we went out to dinner. My cousin Josh’s birthday today. Charlie and my 2 year anniversary is Thursday. Mother’s day is Sunday. So we’re going out to dinner on saturday for our anniversary and Sunday with his mum and sister for mother’s day. Then next weekend is Charlie’s nephew’s birthday and I’m making cookie monster cupcakes and I have to go to the dentist that weekend to get two teeth pulled out. Then lastly Charlie’s birthday is the 26th. Sooo much on. May is busy.

Was so great. It rained like half the time we were there but it wasn’t cold so I didn’t mind. The day we got there was nice and sunny though so we got a nice day at least. We went to the Ripley’s Believe It Or Not museum and oh my gosh it was so good. Everything was so fascinating. There were these real shrunken heads and it explained how they did it. So cool. We spent so long walking around and reading everything. Was so much better than I expected.

We also went to pacific fair which wasn’t that great. It’s actually not really that big. There weren’t a whole heap is shops I wanted to go to. I guess when you live jn Melbourne and have shopping centers like Chadstone, Highpoint, Doncaster and Southland around everything is just not as good. Plus I was looking for something for my baby cousin and they seriously had like 1 kids shop.

On saturday we went to movie world despite the fact we knew it was going to rain all day. And it did. We had to buy ponchos because it rained so much. Even though it rained we still had a really awesome time. This time around we watched all the parades in the main bit and we got photos taken with bugs bunny and tweety bird. We also did that wanted wanted photo poster. We went on the scooby doo ride, the wild wild west and loony tunes roller coaster. Also the new 4d journey to the center of the earth was heaps better then the shrek one we seen last time. I had an awesome steak and pepper pie from the bakery and so many churros. It was a wet but very fun day.

On Sunday we went to this outlet shopping center called harbour town which is like DFO. There was heaps and heaps of shops that we went into and I bought my baby cousin Gemma a little cardigan. I also bought a bra and Charlie bought two t-shirts.

Overall it was a fantastic holiday. Had so much fun. But I M glad to be back home with my Moose man and Lacey.

Queensland on Thursday. Absolutely cannot wait. Packed my suit case so full!

Also my laptop won’t charge :( so sad. I have to wait till we get back from QLD till I can fix it.

Not long now until I’m off to QLD. Will be happy to be in sunshine and warm weather instead of Melbourne’s miserable rainy days.

The Ripley’s Believe It or Not! museum when I go to Queensland in 1 week. It’s literally a block away from our hotel.